spokane makes me feel kind of odd

monday, dec 27 2021, 14:02

table @ family home

this is basically just an excuse for me to post photos of my family from me being home this weekend for the christmas holiday. spokane always makes me feel as if i have not made it far enough in my life. as if i am stuck again. as if i wasted much of my teenage youth.

i’m gonna get through this. i will eventually one day be able to appreciate myself in this space. until then, the best way i can keep myself feeling like myself is taking photos and making songs.

my brother wearing a carharrt beanie and looking intently down at something. i can't remember what it was. maybe it was a phone or a book.

we went to a vintage shop. the person behind the desk was watching starwars. i hope to one day be like rey.

i took a photo of myself in one of the mirrors at the vintage shop.

garrett's skateboard propped up in his car.

my mother knitting.

my parents cat, dobby.

my mom in her druid-wear.

the steering wheel of my brothers car with him in the drivers seat.

bennett all up in my grill.

anyway, this is my post. :) my brother is playing guitar rn and its beautiful. im drinking tea and typing up this webpage. my mother is knitting again.